FINALLY caught Batman today and i was actually a little lost in the plot!Not very clear about it so someone please enlighten me..just very angry that the girl died although she was really not all that hot stuff and she seems to be..she looks damn old and damn bad like the skin on her face is soooo loose and wrinkly!I thought stars go for plastic surgery all the time and that it was like a natural (no pun intended) process for them or something...JUST UPSET that batman had to like..i dunno be the outcast or something..it's just not fair..okayy whatever enough.I have to stop being so affected by the movie.
Next upsetting thing: One of my favourite shacks at Seletar Air Base is like fast expanding!I used to like to go there precisely because it was ulu and not so crowded but it's crazy now! Their doing reconstrcution works to like the roads inside to like i dunno make it the new Dempsey or something AND THAT STUPID SSTUUPIID makan sutra guy had to go down there to review the food. It was so crowded ytd i thought i had to wait for a seat. And was very annoyed at that fact. Buzz off my spot people. The food sucks and it's located too deep in and you might have grizzly bears popping out of the bush and mulling your car around. And then an aeroplane might unluckily conduct an emergency landing exercise on your GIRLFRIENDS.ha.okayy i'm just talking rubbish.
Another upsetting point: SOMEONE JUMPED DOWN NEAR MY HOUSE AGAIN. In fact not just NEAR my house but opposite my kitchen. At the freaking playground! The one happy place where kids play and scream and shout and sweat and be happy has now turned into a spot of sadness and hauntedness. I saw her shorts. It was a light blue hawaiin print. Matthias insisted on looking at her face and all but she was facing down and i really don't think anyone would have wanted to look at her face. So here's what happened according to my k-po 8 floor neighbour: He heard a loud thud but not so loud since she is quite slim and so he looked down and saw a man wailing and crying and hugging her. Probably super grieved. My guess is that he was probably persuading her not to jump but she did anyway. And the most terrifying thing is that the place where she landed is surrounded by like metal seats and like some wooden canopy thingy and she landed right in the middle of all that shit! How lucky can she get? And it wasn't even like a 180 degree fall of anything she obviously lept out the staircase ledge. And ya it wasn't even from her own house but from like the staircase there okay!! Wth so selfish! I'm sorry but the feelings i have towards her right now is HARDLY pity. Guess i just don't understand the problems of the adult world yet. BUT GUESS WHAT. She had a husband and two young kids and her husband often played badminton and stuff with their kids! My family speculates that perhaps her husband cheated on her but still! Think about your kids man! It's just crazy! Your leaving a permanent scar which will be imprinted on their young lives all through their old lives! What other problems..money?health? I'm sure these things can be worked out eventually and if it's like health like cancer or whatever, it's god's will to take your live away but it's definately not up to you to decide. I'm really angry. But i don't think i'm heartless for being so harsh towards miss hawaii pants. What's heartless is her leaving behind her children and husband who will probably live in regret all his life even if he was cheating on her. I sure hope he doesn't jump down as well. Btw claire doesn't know about this cuz we don't wanna scare her since she's alr having trouble sleeping in her room (which is directly facing the stupid playground) so don't mention it in front of her!
I will never EVER give up my life like that not EVER. And I sure hope that none of you will ever think that this is a way to solve your problems. You know how characters in dramas always say like oh "Suicide won't solve your problems but will cause more pain for those living." Now i truly believe it. Even though i didn't see her husband wail, i heard a description of it and my neighbour isn't too good in english so since i managed to feel what he was describing, it must have been pretty damn painful. And i saw the family mourning.
I HATE SUICIDERS.but i'll still pray for her soul.
now i feel bad. after she come and haunt me. argh. but i was just being honest what=(
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