Today is such a pissy day. I've not studied much the whole of today. Tuition is not exactly counted since i was half asleep when he was teaching and stuff which is quite cool cuz i could sorta do things on autopilot.haha.But other than that i didn't study and practically wasted my whole day by sleeping the afternoon away and going to Mar's house for dinner and stuff.

Claire is gone. She is leaving for hongkong at 4 in the morning which is soon. I'll miss her so much the house will be so quiet without her and i'll be the sole target for attack for my mum. great.

Speaking of which she totally pissed me off just now. Sometimes it's cute if your mother has child like qualities but it's not cute when it's so childish and stupid. My main motive for going over to the house was to see my sister before she left since she was alr there when i was sleeping so i actually wanted to come home and study after dinner and stuff. But my mum decided that she wanted to play Mahjong so i think she told my dad and my dad said that i wanted to go home to study. I dunno if he really meant it or whether he didn't want to stay there and wait for her play also thus using me as an excuse. anyways, my mum like came to me to indirectly (quite directly) ask me to tell my dad that i didn't want to study so that she could play MJ. So i went to my dad and said that she was using me as her pawn and he just said "If you wanna go home and study then let's go"

then i mean like wth suddenly i'm caught like in this stupid web of shit. I mean i didn't wanna be selfish. If my mum really wanted to play then play lor i guess i could sacrifice some studying time but then i think she is also being quite selfish what and if you weigh the 2 it's like studies VS personal interest so obviously studies will outweigh everything right. Then i just said i dunno and anything and walked back into Mar's room. After awhile my mum came in, gave me the black face, like macham use permanent zebra marker and colour like that and said very buay songly "you want to go home and study daddy send you home first later he come and pick me." without even looking me in the eye and diaoing me on the way out. thanks ah mum. God is so childlike.

Claire is gone.

My dad thinks she's grumpy cuz Claire is gone. Which makes sense but doesn't quite give her the right to be so nehneh. Everyone's upset that Claire's not around what.

I'm also angry at Matt who told me he was watching KungFu panda which i found out is not even opened in cinemas. So instead he changed his story to "Sorry wrong movie, i'm watching Narnia." Like dude, Lions and Pandas are kinda different like for example - everything about them. However i see a similarity that links both animals to you - endangered. You life is endangered once you get back from walking back from TM to home. And soon to be EXTINCT. Think you live across TM ah. Think you have such a long life to live? Think you are so romantic ah take a long stroll in the night sky full of non existent stars. ALONE. you get raped i laugh. Then again i don't think someone who looks like a panda-lion would get raped. Maybe by another fellow panda-lion species. Okayy i'm so bad now but i'm angry and i'm entitled to it.

okay great now there's a woman on tv who is laughing like a fuck. so irritating. hate voiceovers. They tend to sound more irritating than the actual voice. For example Ah wang.

Claire loves Ah Wang.

I think i'm banning him from any form of night life. Only i can. See the world at night.

Anyway i haven't deicded what i want from HongKong yet.(ironically some hongkong movie is on channel 8 now) Suggestions please cuz i really can't think of anything else except food esp dimsum which apparently cannot be dao bao-ed. i have no idea why. like as if if Claire throws a siew mai at the airport people it'll explode and burst into like shreds of lean pork and strangle everyone.

Haha. Claire, the Siew Mai terrorist.